Tuesday, October 19, 2010 @ 12:23 AM
Hey..
Four days of no school, think i'd be having fun but no. Stuck at home. This friday i'm going to SOTA :| Exciting, yet freakin` terrified. Well at least Olivia said she'd wheel me around. I'm so grateful towards her :') She really came through for me and i might be depriving her of making new friends cos` she has to 'look after' me. I really have to get her something. School yesterday, fun-ish.. We had a picnic. Not to sound boastful, but i was the only one in my group who brought healthy and edible stuff. Haha. No, they does sound boastful. You know i'm always so afriad of what other people think of me, i still dont know who i am. Well i guess i'll find out soon. Also gonna find out if what always happens in TV shows are real. Fat kids have no friends. Is it true? I have a couple of friends in Kellock.. :) But maybe it'll be different in SOTA. I dont want to become a snob taking things for granted or anything. Ugh. OH. I'm supposed to get braces but becos of the show i have to post pone. So many horrible yet awful things are happening.. :| Looking forward to the sleepover :) Finally, a girls night out, finally, OUT OF MY STINKIN' HOUSE. Finally, socialising-ness. Ugh. Feel wet :C
Friday, October 15, 2010 @ 7:58 PM
Bleh.. Still dunno how to tag people :(
I'm scared of sota. :( I'm fat, difficult to fit in. God. What to do what to do. The school is so expensive. Bleh.
I miss my old life. Even though i dont really know what my old life was. :( HUNGER GAMES <3
Okay this was stupeeed. :)
Wednesday, October 13, 2010 @ 3:38 AM
Hey :)
So Dream School is coming in November 2. And i can finally limp-walk. Cant go for school outings or bazaar. Should i be happy? Pissed? I have no idea. I'm definitely growing apart from alot of my friends. Just rotting away at home. Like some useless vegetable. I should be so happy that PSLE has ended, but i miss going to school and studying. Now, there's just nothing to do. I cant even go out with friends. That was what I'd been looking for, that was why I endured the stress. And now, i've done it for nothing.
Well, guess i can finally stat losing weight this coming holidays? :)
Who am i kidding...
